My misery is so addictive

"Don't bend
Don't blink
Don't beg
Don't scream
Don't whine
Don't fight
Don't tell me, don't tell me, don't tell me

Don't feel
Don't tear
Don't kiss
Don't care
Don't touch
Don't want me, don't want me, don't want me

Something's so sick about this
My misery is so addictive
I'm halfway there with your Northshore from the floor singing to you over my shoulder

Don't run
Don't hide
Don't hurt
Don't lie
Don't breathe
Don't try
Don't find me, don't find me, don't find me

Don't cringe
Don't clench
Don't look
Don't flinch
Don't know
Don't go
Don't leave me, don't leave me, don't leave me

Something's so sick about this
My misery is so addictive
I'm halfway there with your Northshore from the floor singing to you over my shoulder

Don't sing
Don't talk
Don't yell
Don't laugh
Don't think
Don't speak
Don't save me, don't save me, don't save me

Don't stay
Don't plan
Don't heal
Don't mend
Don't take
Don't send
Don't love me, don't love me, don't love me

Something's so sick about this
My misery is so addictive
I'm halfway there with your Northshore from the floor singing to you over my shoulder."

"Northshore" ~Tegan & Sara [they're twins!!]

I've been looking at amazing photographers on DeviantArt [haven't checked there for the loooongest time...] and really nice fashion blogs...

Talk to me... I don't want the time to waste away and find myself a week later, winter break gone by, with nothing accomplished...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

December 25.
Today...
...is Christmas!!

We just finished opening presents, and I was really surprised by all the stuff.
I think this year is more like... alot of small gifts making up a big one?
Like last year and the year before I got really big gifts, like an iPod or something.

I wish everyone a happy Christmas!!! :)

But last night was wild!

^"Ulysses" ~Franz Ferdinand



Mr. Snowman that me and my friend built during the last snowfall...

Today was a lovely day filled with madness!!
First of all- NO SCHOOL NEXT WEEK!!!!
So winter break officially starts!!
Which is the way it should be!
And then we went Christmas shopping despite all the snow and ice...
There are miniature snow mountains everywhere, and the whiteness is so beautiful.
Except some of it turned to slush and some of the pureness is defiled by the dirt and is now an icky brown... bleh.
It kinda spoils the fun when you already know what all your Christmas gifts areee.... >.<

I think losing weight is such a funny concept.
Weight is defined as "the force that must be applied to an object in order to support it in a gravitational field." (Wikipedia)
So we're trying to lessen the hold of gravity on our bodies...? Aha x)
More like losing body mass...

Tomorrow is the first day of winter and also someone's birthday!! ;D

Ice Queen, c'est moi.

Every school day before winter break seems to never end...
I'm sick of tests and homework.
I just want to wear my tie-dye shirt and Muse necklace while freezing because I'm always always cold...
Who else wants to see "The Princess and the Frog"?
I'm anticipating a massive baking fest this weekend, 'cause the holidays are coming...
Winter is here.

"I'm tired of everyone I know,
of everyone I see
on the street
and on TV.

On the other side,
on the other side
nobody's waiting for me.
On the other side

I hate them all.
I hate them all.
I hate myself for hating them,
so I'll drink some more.
I love them all.
I'll drink even more.
I'll hate them even more
than I did before.

On the other side,
on the other side
nobody's waiting for me.
On the other side.

I remember when you came,
you taught me how to sing.
Now, it's seems so far away.
You taught me how to sing...

I'm tired of being so judgemental
of everyone
I will not go to sleep.
I will train my eyes to see
that my mind is as blind
as a branch on a tree.

On the other side,
on the other side.
I know what's waiting for me.
On the other side.
On the other side,
on the other side
I know you're waiting for me.
On the other side."

"On The Other Side" ~The Strokes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66FFScgTOcQ

"Now it's three in the morning and
You're eating alone

Oh the heart beats in its cage

All our friends they're laughing at us
All of those you loved, you mistrust
Help me, I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else left
I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd
Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around..."

"Heart In A Cage" ~The Strokes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbRe5mxR0q0